Love of Siam, dialogue between Mew and Tong : “Mew’s loneliness”

It might have been a long time
It might have been so far away
When we went our separate ways that day
There may be so many people,
Hundreds, even thousands of them,
Who came into my life and made it go around

And because they are not you,
I have not found what I had lost
And it’s because what I did was wrong,
It made it imposible for us to go back to the way we are

Do you feel like I feel ?
That every day without you,
is a life without any meaning

Do you feel like I feel ?
That the days we were together
The days we were together
we were so in love and completely happy

Roo Suek Barng Mhai – Witwisit Hiranyawongkul ft. August Band

Tong : But you are alone. Are you lonely ?
Mew : Frighteningly lonely
Tong : What do you mean ? “Frighteningly lonely”?
Mew : It’s like when we were younger,
We were so lonely because we didn’t have a lot friends
And now that we are grown up,
loneliness seems, just so much worse.
Tong : Why is it so bad for you ?
Mew : I don’t know how to explain it.
It started during the summer when I was in 8th Grade.
Papa took grandma somewhere for several days.
And the day she came back

*mew’s memories about that day*

grandma : I heard that when I saw you coming
you were so stubborn

*scene of funeral*

Mew : It’s not easy at all
because the longer my grandma is gone the more I miss her
So I have one question
If we can love someone so much
how will we be able to handle it the one day when we are separated ?
And, if being separated is a part of life,
and you know about separation well.
Is it possible Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them ?
At the same time, I was also wondering
Is it possible that,
we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all ?
That’s my loneliness.
I have lived with it now for 5 years,
I know just how bad loneliness feels
I fear it will continue to get worse
Tong : Mew…

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